i would just like to remind everyone that only about 1/3 of eating disordered people are underweight. you can die from an eating disorder even if you are at a normal weight or overweight. you deserve help and recovery no matter what you weigh.
Whether it’s the days you burn more brilliant than the sun,
Or the nights you collapse into my lap, curling your body
into a thousand broken questions;
You are the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen.
I will love you when you are a still day.
I will love you when you are a hurricane.
i can define you in mathematics,
all the theorems of your body-
the parabolas of your shoulder blades
when you tense your fists too tight,
the peaks and troughs of your chest,
sinusoidal with every inhale and exhale,
the gaussian curve modeled by your carved pelvis.
and all i really want is to break every law of calculus
with you underneath me.